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monsterskulls @ 2008-11-16T21:54:00

2008-11-17T06:13:57Z

Last night Cameron picked me up from my dads and we drove through Coronado. We got stoned on the strip and then ate ice cream on the beach. Eventually we ended up in north park drinking long islands at some weird gay bar, then another weird gay bar afforded us free ciders and whiskey shots, and than ended up at some gay bar that had music videos playing, that bar was cool. We drove drunk around downtown and then took the i5 to south county to go to sleep. i love her alot, we really have a good time together.

Today I spent 4 hours hanging out with 11 yr olds, it was cool. The sun was shining real bright, and the air was super hot. The breeze was perfect and the day was real good. I talked on the phone while resting my head, then kayla picked me up and took me to her work to get various coffee drinks. Im really enjoying my time in so cal because the weather is much more friendly, the fam is much more present, the beach is much more available, and the dumb drunk college kids are 3000 miles away.

New york was cool but i really wish i would be able to rely on cooler people to house me rent free. I feel bad for saying so, but its how i feel. I took a train from new york to chicago and met an awesome kid named stedman who had just lost family (mom and dad) and decided to see the states. He lost his ticket while we were getting high in millenium park (chicago) and i had to leave on my train while he was stuck at union station without a clue of what to do. I continued my journey and ended up in kansas city, la junta colorado, rotai new mexico, Albuquerque, flagstaff arizona, arriving in LA 3 days later. My neck really hurt but it was alright in the end cause the weather is really nice down here.

im enjoying driving culture alot i feel like a seasoned southern californier already, even though i understand its not gonna last long. Im very excited to see andrea and be home on november 27th before making a move to portland oregon to enjoy the forest with my wife and her mother. this entry makes me feel creepy, i kind of like it, i miss bryan, ramona, christi (not a bitch), i miss sandy and i miss emily and i also forget how much i missed petty livejournal entries(not being sarcastic), LIFE RULES

LOVE JESSE

monsterskulls @ 2008-10-06T12:39:00

2008-10-06T19:41:59Z

blindly bought a one way to NYC for this thursday

surprisingly knabbed an intership at www.thefader.com

BITCHES

new address

jesse hoffman
304 ellery st APT 3R
brooklyn, ny 11206

ramos makes home in my old space, i invade boos bed.
love jesse

ANDREA:

2008-08-03T10:19:19Z

i know you check this shit so listen.
LEts read jacques cousteau tomorrow night were already on the 4th edition.
christi would totally get along with peter fecther if he hadnt had died in berlin in 1961.
Maus haus is better than i thought,they are cool or whatever, thank god jason kick gave me the final demo that he's been making, which ive been informally hearing through the walls for months.(http://www.myspace.com/maushausmusic)
Baltimore andrew will stay our really good friend if everything stays mellow.
I can hear the folks upstairs fucking.
We both have work at nine 2day/2moro.
NO one will ever replace you, including bea.
I totally saw that guy i smoked weed with on his stoop. You know the one who was trying to get me totally stoned so he could make out with you, but i ended up being like, "hay baby, wanna sleep over" and you did without a problem!?
Also i ran into the 34 yr old teacher i had an affair with whilst he was going through a divorce with a maniac bitch. And She was defenitley there.
ET is such a good movie
TONIGHT NEEDS TO HAPPEN AGAIN!/thinking of you
Love jesse james

monsterskulls @ 2008-06-27T15:54:00

2008-06-27T22:57:07Z

Last night was totally what i hope the rest of summer is like, i met up with patti and paul and we went to belljar to see jon carrols opening, Sasha and cristelle looked adorable. Then patti paul and i went to room 4 for her art show and got kinda tipsy off of white wine before going to codys studio space for an artshow that cristelle hosted. Then i met andreas soulmate, who she has yet to meet, i probably already ruined it by setting the bar high on both ends. oops. after bee, vee, andrew, jason, and i went to kimos for flood which ruled. I went home early was in bed by 2 sleeping by 230 and woke up feeling great. had curry with christi and now im off to bus tables, totally cutting edges and it feels great!

monsterskulls @ 2008-06-16T20:55:00

2008-06-17T03:56:27Z

i joined the club and lovin it all tha way

hahahah

2008-06-08T06:41:26Z

back from new york, found this video of friends and i wasted at sandys. yesterday was coney island , williamsburg, slept at massimos. Today brooklyn museam, scary turbulent plane ride, sf arrivals

monsterskulls @ 2008-06-04T19:15:00

2008-06-04T23:17:42Z

today i kayaked and swam in a lake.

then i saw sex in the city, my brother left for an hour and came back to the theatre with weed, it was weird. He must have done some talking to some other asss middle of no where freaks.

Now i eat dinner and surf the web. I miss andrea and home and ANDREA I MISS YOU BABE

monsterskulls @ 2008-06-03T09:38:00

2008-06-03T16:46:28Z

so much to write not enough time, recapular:

saturday, arrived at grandmas ate dinner, than straight to chinatown to see ponytail at the knitting factory. Got wasted right away with bryan celeste and devin. then we took the J train to williamsburg and went to some house party on s 5th st and met up with hottie but nottie massimo. Bryan and i fought for a little while over who would get him, he took me to Clems and bought me tons of gin. Sandy finally came through and massimo and i met back up with everyone, i got with sandy and totally forgot about him. we went to some weird rooftop party with trains passing right by us, it was fucking fantasy land to the max. HEY ARNOLD type of shit, warm weather, cocaine, builldings everywhere. SO MUCH FUN, after running around for a while (alcohol stops at 4) we went back to massimos where bryan hooked up with him and devin sandy celeste and i decided to walk around some more. Sun rises at 5 things rule here, so much funner than sf right now.

sunday i slept all day and then met up with sandy and eddie. It was good to see him, we smoked blunts on a rooftop on the lower east side, walked around manhattan all over the place, got kind of lost on the subway and then took a taxi home.

im resting in conneticut, things are mellow, horses are running around, im going to the lake rigght now, brooklyn see you on friday, sf see you sunday, MOMA, NEW HOUSE, BEST TIME EVER, see you this summer

monsterskulls @ 2008-05-11T11:00:00

2008-05-11T18:12:46Z

My new jobs rules, bussing tables at a fancy eatery is not bad at all.
i made almost 2oo bucks in tips last night! and im not even a server!
Im in the process of copying vegan recipes into a journal for my new house which doesnt allow meat eggs milk or cheeze. I lOVE ANDREA, friday night was so much fun. The knockout ruled,i finally met laura, and bonded with unfamiliar elite gay boyz, bussed to DP with george, i was totally crushing on casellla what a freak, must have been the drugz, then we went to some hollywood esque lounge in the mission totally secluded, lohanites and all but it seemed the group we came with were the only ones there. There was pillow seats and our own personal DJ, Ian totally hooked us up and we were treated VIP. Then we walked to more not happening parties But still had a blast taking pictures on fucking around. Dave got his car broken into and they stole guitars,bummer. And then jared fell flat on his face, yikes he was black and blue instantly. Zane, christopher, austin, manjari, andrea, and tons of others ended at sandys but after everyone left me hallston chris and sandy went to chris's and madeout with oon his roof while the sun was rising.
life rulessss
(photos later.....

LATELY:

2008-05-07T01:57:43Z

i got a place at 24th and Harrison in a beautiful orange victorian!
I quit my job and got another on bussing tables at Valentinas on bernal hill!
Am enrolled in Patternmaking at apparel arts!
TAKING JAPANESE 2 NIGHTS A WEEK
all at once i did it!

monsterskulls @ 2008-03-04T18:44:00

2008-03-05T02:50:07Z

I just cleaned the nasiest kitchen ever, i feel great! Woah ive been at home for 4 days, workings good. Geographie is also good, im quitting first person and maybe spending my summer with sandy at the journal. They need 2 interns, free work of course, but brooklyn is home to many of my friends so i would only need spending monie. Im really stoned right now, and cleaning my room, deep deep cleans. Im having some crazie energy bouts lately and have been sleeping for 12 hours a night. I had kombucha earlier and i havent done coke since friday! Man i feel great today!`

monsterskulls @ 2008-02-04T12:33:00

2008-02-04T21:31:21Z

so yesterday total success. First alexis and i played which was awesome. YOR A PAL is in full swing as of yesterday. Bear Paw was so cute, bryan ian and i are going to see The Excorcist on shattuck on thursday for 5 bucks. Then he goes back to vermont. Booo! Baby Cakes was really good too. Heather and christi showed up!!and than the blank tapes played, which was kinda long and my least favorite but still good. Betty showed up. mika was there and harrison richard amelia corrine mendon so many friends so fucking relaxing. i guess bryan is new intern at FIRST PERSON this will rule. FUCK YES! The show was really good i had a great time.

Im setting up a show at Cafe Du Nord for first person on the 16th
THE NODZZ (http://www.myspace.com/nodzz) might play
THE PASSIONISTAS (http://www.myspace.com/thepassionistas) are playing
GIRLS (http://www.myspace.com/girlssanfran) is for sure playing
and i think im gonna ask my old friend kevan to play some MrMoon songs or something. for like 10-5 minutes or something.
no schooll today i slept right threw that shit. i guess i needed it after some llong fucked up nights i had in san francisco

monsterskulls @ 2008-01-16T14:12:00

2008-01-16T22:18:03Z

hahah cool my computer fucking works yess. Yesterday sandy and i met up and got my bike fixed. Took photos and then met up with neil to eat at sunfllower. dropped off a cs to david and then met up with ramona and tara. El rio with zach and everyone than i met up with roots and anastatia and went to some weird irish bar. Went to davids and then we went to aunt charlies which was BORING but so much fun with him. whiskey gingers and razooz. I slept at his house went to ramonas and now meeting up with mika.TONIGHT ALEXIS AT MAMAA BUZZ thursday movie with james andbryan and friday means FIRST PERSON drama. next wednesday i start school my other blog is gonna be the only one soon.
jessehoffmansf.blogspot.com

check it out in a few days

monsterskulls @ 2007-12-13T03:50:00

2007-12-13T12:01:57Z

Maybe if i called bart they would tell me what would really happen while a train was in the transbay tube during an earthquake. i would find the most motherly looking female to hold on to and hope she understands im afraid to die. Fucking wild dreams fuck with my days and can make or break my performance for the next 10 hours at work or school or whatever im doing, causing sudden irresponsibility, sickness and laziness. So i take the cash and put in the machine, usually knowing i didnt get enough green tea or preparation for a satisfying day outside. what makes the bart panic really dramatic is lonliness and lack of distraction for those 6 or less minutes underneath a fucking bay of water, in a tube, moving hella fast. im getting awesomely better with reading on bart/making sure i have something to do besides ipod and people watching. I hope everymorning andrea and i have the same schedule(never happens) Ive also been less paranoid of a person, not reseraching natural disasters, much less of a freakzoid about fucked up unpreventable, "natural tragedies". my pockets were filled with change today when i stopped at the liquor store on 40th and san pablo and i didnt give any of it to crack addicts hanging out. i used those coins for beers and rode my ass home to my house, trying keep mellow because andrea is leaving me.

monsterskulls @ 2007-11-27T00:21:00

2007-11-27T08:21:43Z

life fucking rules

monsterskulls @ 2007-11-23T17:24:00

2007-11-24T01:41:28Z

Thanksgiving ruled
i woke up next to david, called my dad little brothers and sister. I slept at amelias, after we partyed allnite.
The night before, i went to christis house. She pulled out a random mixtape that she found on the street and raved to me about this one connie francis song. i knew which song she was talking about before she said anything so we jammed to it pretty fucking loudly. Met up with surya whose in town for a few days! and had darjeeling tea at muddys. Her father took us out to sushi which was nice. We went to suryas house, got a little stoned and then went to rosas house. What a rad pad it is! Shes got this super awesome apartment/house on top of la loma market on 24th and mission. She painted it made it look delicous and i guess throw gatherings all the time. it was a wholesome time. I got pretty bored fast, gang fellows showed and i was wearing a pink scarf looking gay, so i left to see tiffany, mike, david,kevin, alex, cameron, and few others at dolores park. Afterwards i was wasted. I had enough to drink when we met with sean and bryan, drank more and we all ended up at amelias. I was making out with everyone and hooking up with david and richard distracted me with a dance party in his room, which is cleared out by the way, SO FUCKING RAD. bryan he and i danced till maybe 3am before i passed out with david in colins room(who was out of town!LUCKY)
On thanksgiving day
Mika amelia and i went to my moms and ate tons of delicious food. We laughed had fun, my bro took 20 from me it sucked. I then met with christine and hung out for a little while in a globe. After we went back to amelias and made peppermint tea and smoked lavender joints. I was pretty fucking high, i ended up in a shower meditating, whilst listening to some kind of indian jams blah blah.
Im sick today its sucks and i miss andrea
Ive been talking to devin alot, i miss him alot, he comes home soon. i want my best friends back!

TONIGHT!
mika for wondershowzen and leftovers
balazo for Le Face
AlEX CONGIS FOR 'a very baby thanksgiving'
Connie fucking francis at a warehouse on alemany

Saturday!
working sucks
ALSO

amelia and i totally made this flyer whilst we were stoned this morning.
Conniefucking franics is playing again in OAKLAND. you sh0ould go if you know where it is

happy holidaze jerks!

monsterskulls @ 2007-11-16T13:02:00

2007-11-16T21:03:23Z

I just got another job working at Fabric Outlet on Mission and 17th. Its gonna be funny. I hope my bosses at the ice cream shop dont get mad.

monsterskulls @ 2007-11-09T19:55:00

2007-11-10T03:56:00Z

A place to bury strangers are so good.
check out "i know ill see you again"

monsterskulls @ 2007-11-07T10:57:00

2007-11-07T18:58:47Z

this season means "love" for a lot of us. YES!
just a little bit in love

Not moving to the city

davids over tonight for stranger than paradise and jesus and mary chain.
so good so pathetic.
all mine

monsterskulls @ 2007-10-31T12:31:00

2007-10-31T18:34:48Z

yo yo

im moving back to san francisco for many reasons..
dont feel like paying bart money, dont feel like riding bart, dont feel like getting a job or going to school in oakland.
i got stuck on bart yesterday because of the earthquake thank god, i wasnt in the transbay tube.
new Boy! i cant wait to be at my moms, yesss, me and andrea are getting a PLace in January. My last month in oakland is november, had a good summer party house, now its time to come home. thank youjeez

monsterskulls @ 2007-09-19T10:52:00

2007-09-19T17:45:18Z

jesse james hoffman is doing better than usual but needs to work on not being so obnoxious

monsterskulls @ 2007-09-19T10:34:00

2007-09-19T17:34:29Z

the MiA after party kind of sucked but i made a bunch of money and met some cool people i guess. the best part was hanging out with georgie and kevin charging who ever we wanted and not charging folks who gave us cigarettes. Last night i went to CCA and did nothing with bryan and matt, and then nothing with devin, bryan and matt and kevin. Work yesterday was really cool, i went on break and got a burrito, hung out with neil for a long time, it was good. Most days deserve at least a half hour of reflection just some time to say, This is not that bad. I have school at 12 and am not giving a fuck. i will make it eventually. Also my next after party situation is for a DJ who calls his stuff Girl Talk or something, i listened to their myspace and didnt really care for the music that much.
Me doing the door at Sonic boom gained me major points with betty and now she calls me everyday. hahah!

monsterskulls @ 2007-09-13T23:32:00

2007-09-14T06:25:51Z

Ready to sell out already. real friends never work out

monsterskulls @ 2007-09-09T00:59:00

2007-09-09T07:59:26Z

So everything this year has started. School once again, a New internship again. Ive met new people in oakalnd, however im not quite sure how i feel about hanging out here. it is my home but Things are changing fast and i need to make some kind of decisions if i ever want to feel better. i wish i could just not give a fuck about anything, especialy a bitch. I guess i can look foward to hanging out with 30 year olds. boo

i am currently confused about more than a few things in my life.

monsterskulls @ 2007-08-11T13:14:00

2007-08-11T20:19:46Z

woah.

some time last week i went to LA with sean molly bryan and quentin. the ride there and back RULED so did the trip altogether. La is such a crazy sad place i had alot of fun hanging out in the Hills on white patios and making fun of the entire situation. We tried to see Mika miko in their own city, but our stoked asses missed that shit because wee got burgers at fatburger, which sucked. WWe lounged in a hotel on hollywood and highland ave overlooking the smug hot nast ass weather. We got cocktails and listened to tapes. YES (photos later, if i get my shit together.)

Living in oakland with my friends is awesome. Way better than i thought, the commute makes me angry sometimes but the entire thing is so fucking worth it. Music all the time rules.
Although retarded shit has happened, this summer is mostly good considering. Im feeling super good about growing up and soon (wednesday) i start school with andrea.
Last night was fun, i found some random penthouse party where 30 yr olds were playing bad music however they had 5+ handles of booze and fridge full of beer, so we made some calls and got that shit started.wasted was I when i left with blake to go to peters house. 4 in the morning we took a cab to blakes. layed in bed and talked until 730am. he rules...........

here are some stupid photos i took i have much more but i am to lazy to put them on photobucket.

Kevin LUna ♥

this week should be good. everyone is leaving.

today bbq at Sean hooligans house/ 16 bitch pile up and more!!!!!
also today Black tie black velvet at the goulds/ Super corny goodbye party for the Scholars of SOTA 07, i will stay for an hour only

Tommorow Mika Miko at 21 grand with Twin, XBXRX, AND SEXY PRISON!come come its gonna be fun.

monday last day of internship and sleepover/dinner party at margaritas house.

Thursday KT SHEA!!!!!!!!!!!

---jesse